how am I meant to say what I feel.....

how am I meant to say what I feel if u don't hear me when I say how I feel...why don't you listen is this to surreal for me to say out loud you won't hear me so why bother trying I push and push myself for what I need the help to succeed but noone cares to help me so I try harder and harder to help myself to just keep failing I may as well drop and just give up I feel so useless anyways I'm not good enough for the amazing person I have