Regrets..

The regrets I have ...
I regret trying to protect my daughter it cost me to lose her...
I regret not doing what my mom wsnted..
I regret trusting when people are two faced and break your trust...
I regret not acting better and finishing school...
I regret expecting everyone to act like family and respect each other they are who they are and can't be changed...

You make me feel like....

I want you to be happy but I don't want you mad at me I want you to see my side and others because we don't want you hurt or your kids to get hurt I care about you like a sister and you get mad and cancel your plans and make me feel like it's my fault

Loving you

Loving you makes me smile I can sit and talk with you a while your my day brightener my every mile in a journey of love I can only be be happy through ups and downs I laugh when I'm with you cry when I'm without you your my everything

Fantasy world

I wish I had a fantasy world filled with families that help each other without complaining that love each other and don't lie or put anyone down they don't mind sharing with each other always being greatful to one another and saying please and thank you but that world doesn't exist

how am I meant to say what I feel.....

how am I meant to say what I feel if u don't hear me when I say how I feel...why don't you listen is this to surreal for me to say out loud you won't hear me so why bother trying I push and push myself for what I need the help to succeed but noone cares to help me so I try harder and harder to help myself to just keep failing I may as well drop and just give up I feel so useless anyways I'm not good enough for the amazing person I have

Words of advice..

Don't judge a person by their look they could be your soul mate...
Know the people before you bring them to your home...
People you should trust come to be your true friends...
Follow your heart not your sex drive....
Have a common sense and think twice on what will come out of your disicions....
Always have a teddy to share your secrets it's less chance someone else will find out...
A guy willing to travel to be with you really loves you for you..

When Will....

When will this pain stop...does anyone care enough...if I went to jail would anyone bail me out...would anyone even care...would anyone tell my little girl who I am...why does if seem the only people interested in caring about me are the ones not related to me...what is family how come it nolong exist...why do I feel so alone unless I'M wrapped in his arm..in his arms I feel safe from all harm...the world fades away and I feel happy again...why does that feeling have to come to an end..