When Will....

When will this pain stop...does anyone care enough...if I went to jail would anyone bail me out...would anyone even care...would anyone tell my little girl who I am...why does if seem the only people interested in caring about me are the ones not related to me...what is family how come it nolong exist...why do I feel so alone unless I'M wrapped in his arm..in his arms I feel safe from all harm...the world fades away and I feel happy again...why does that feeling have to come to an end..