You'll never see me again!!!

You'll never see me again if u say good bye this is your last chance to change your mind I can't hold on the bloody tears burning up my eyes the blood pounding against my skull from the screaming that you want me gone because you put him before your own flesh and blood do you not love me anymore I protected you when he pushed you I was going to get rid of him for hurting you and now your hurting me you want me to write it in my blood I love you will that tell you I care you say I stress you out your giving me a mental break down I would rather die then lose you or my mother your tearing me to pieces why don't you love me you've been trying to have a child and you keep miscarrying so I offered to carry for you you turn your nose up because he says thats gross another close minded person if that doesn't show I care what does? I remember we use to do so many things together now it's all about you because I don't have a job what is money that important to you? you want me gone? fine but if you let me go I will never come back again I'll kill myself cause I can't deal with you hurting me over and over again how dare you say I have no daughter you didn't want to help me when I had her you wouldn't even hold her you don't want me around fine by all means I'll ask mom to check me into the hospital for mental help..... not like you care? leave me alone to die alone not like you care.